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Question:
I quited 30 hours ago, and have already listened to puff the magic
dragon.
I`m not feeling to good about this. I`m fighting my greeneyed dragon
that resides behind my left ear, that goes by the name: "Just one puff -
dragon".
We have had more incounters today than I thought were possible before I
started to stop. It has been a terrible day. I was caught off garde by my
evil other addicted me today. And yes, I did have a sigarette. Sigh.
Not giving up ( after all it is just day two...)
resat my meter and still going strong. Never underestimate your hobby.
Without caving in for the last 12 hours, and feeling a bit shaky!
Answer:
-the best thing is - woo-hoo - you decided that it's not because you had one that
you're going to let go of this. You can quit. Don'T give up. ONe does not
mean that you have to go thru a whole pack. (don'T you dare buy one...). Those
first days are the worse. the 1-2 first days. don'T let the junky win Janne
then the first two weeks (what's two weeks hey ? compared to a lifelong
health...) are just a little tough. And yes, you know what, ? it does get
easier. Today I had NO inspiration !!! Woo-hoo again !!! Post. Whine. Bitch.
Rant. Laugh. We're here with you.
-Way to keep on quitting Janne. Did you learn anything from your
stumble that you can use to prepare to fight off in case it rears its
ugly head again?
My brain still comes up with that "one puff won't hurt you" BS every
once in a while. I find some comfort reading over the JUNKIE post
that shows up here every week or so.
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